Heres to goodbye🍻

Over the last 21 years I've spent a lot of time and effort on people and relationships that I shouldn't have. All because I believe in second, and third, and seventh chances. I believe in the benefit of doubt. And I believe people can change. But recently, reality has set in, and I'm realizing, people don't change.. deep down in their heart they are who they are and that's that. Benefit of the doubt is great, but get ready to be disappointed. Second and third chances are understandable, but when do you finally say enough is enough? Well. I'm finally saying enough is enough. I'm realizing who I've got, who I don't, and who I never really had in the first place. It's sad thinking about the role I let all of this play on my emotions and my heart. I've spent a lot of time worrying about why I had never been good enough and why I was never wanted the way I felt I should've been.. and it might be a little late coming, but I'm done. I'm done fighting with myself looking for reasons to keep relationships alive. I'm done letting myself think I "need" people that never needed me. I'm done fighting to keep people in my life that would never fight to keep me in theirs. And that's all there is to it.. I just don't have anything left to give.
So here's to goodbye 🍻