I've found the fuel to my fire[;

Get your shit together bitch!
1.) Explore! New York and Boston at the least!
2.) Business license! Get your photography going!
3.) Fix your credit bitch.
4.) Spend new years night on the beach(:
5.) Keep things exciting with Rob♥
6.) Self defense/mma/kick boxing class! Something! Just stop being so scared.
7.) School, school, school!
8.) Learn to be happy with yourself.
9.) Start painting again! Sell your art!
10.) Learn to tattoo!

Be everything you've ever wanted to be. You're dreams are big, but they'll never be too big. Don't be afraid to stand alone, and chase after everything you believe in. Stop looking for reasons to be unhappy, you have everything you need here now, love it, appreciate it, hold onto it. Everything is Okay(:

Lately I've lost a big part of everything I've ever stood for. Since I was a little girl, I promised myself I would never let my past haunt me, I would never let it cripple me. I would only let it be the fuel to my fire. But recently I've been depressed, and scared, and just not me.. all for reasons that are completely out of my control. I lost my sight and my back bone. And as disheartening as it is, some times it takes somebody, sitting in front of you, being brutally honest, pointing out to you every mistake you're making, to wake you up and light that fire again. Some times you just need a reminder that everything isn't as horrible as you're making it, that your stronger than you give yourself credit for, and that everything is quite alright(: